May 30, 2004 in Dating

Wandering Mind

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This is one of the worse weekends I’ve had in a long time. All my friends are out of town and my younger sister, who normally has time to hang about, is busy with family stuff. So I’m all alone with crazy thoughts running through my head. I try and busy myself but nothing really seems to work. Plus the weather is so icky that I haven’t been able to go out and really enjoy myself. Oh what’s a girl to do? Part of me just wants to go back to the days where the only important man in my life was Choo-Choo. Having a boyfriend is a good thing but I’m just not dealing with the uncertainties very well. My emotions and feelings are out of control. I wish I was a lot better at this. I wish I didn’t feel so insecure and vulnerable. I really wish I had things to do to occupy my time. All I do is eat to past the time and I’m not exactly making smart choices. I wouldn’t be surprised if I gained 5 pounds this weekend. Oh goodness!


  1. June 2, 2004 at 6:26 pm


    So…FWIW…the first time Scott went out of town after we were dating…I went a bit crazy, too. I felt like I had *nothing* to do…even though I did…and I’d been single and alone for weekends for a long time, and I’d never had trouble occupying myself then. It’s illogical, but I think it’s pretty normal. You get used to someone being around, then they’re not for awhile, and you’re like, what do I do now? 🙂

  2. June 2, 2004 at 4:13 pm


    Weren’t you, not so long ago, selling Chicago to me as a great town with tons to do? Go out to museum. Go for a walk on the lake. Chill out a coffee shop with a good book. Maybe give your site a creative facelift. I’m sure you can think of something even if you’re down and the weather blows.

  3. May 30, 2004 at 8:40 pm


    Yikes! I can’t believe someone else is having the same crappy weekend I am! (boyfriend not here, nothing to do, all alone, uncertainties, eating junk)
    It will be over soon. *sigh*

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