Saying goodbye to Basherter took incredible strength and there are days when I just want to cave and reach out to him and take it all back. You know, be friends with him on his terms. But I stand firm because really, what has he got to offer me but more heartache? I love him with all my heart and he loves me back but in a confused sort of way that just brings heartache. So as Adele sings “time to turn the tables and not let him close enough to hurt me.”