I’ve been trying desperately not to think about MrFixIt Guy and I’m failing miserable.
I just don’t understand. We only dated for a short while. Perhaps it was the intensity of it all that still captivates me.
Perhaps its the fact that my 40th birthday is approaching and I was hoping that we would celebrate together.
Anyway, I woke up this morning dreaming about him.
I was in a room surrounded by people. He comes in; walks direct towards me and gives me a big kiss on the lips.
It was as if he was telling the world that we belonged to each other.
There was much hugging and affection. We were back together.
Perhaps all just a bit of wishful thinking.