Posts Tagged Love

Relationships

Via a friend on Facebook, I came across this quote: “If I am amazing, I won’t be easy. If I am easy, I won’t be amazing. If I am worth it, you won’t give up. If you give up, you’re not worthy.” This nicely sums up my journey so far with finding a suitable partner.

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Eharmony.co.uk

Fuck! The heart wants, what the heart wants. Oh so annoying. I mean, why else do I continue to dream about MrFixIt Guy? Seriously, I want and need to be SO OVER that situation. He’s not the one. I know that. Hopefully, my new distraction will make these continued dreams go away. What distraction am I speaking of? Well towards the end of all the madness with MrFixIt Guy, on advice of BestGuyFriend and others, i joined eharmony.co.uk. I’d been thinking about it before I started dating him, but now that the situation was over in such a disasterous manner, […]

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The End

I dreamt about MrFixIt Guy again. This time the dream wasn’t so pleasant. In the dream he sent an email indicating that we were over! Reason being that he was financially broke (not sure what this has to do with anything) and that he was dating another woman. Interestingly, it wasn’t the same woman he’s currently linked to on Facebook. Either way, it was all rather unsettling. But perhaps on some level this is me coming to terms that it’s definitely over!

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Boyfriends Past

I spoke with Racquetball Guy today. Why? Well I broke down and phoned him last night and he returned the call today. Yeah, I know the situation is somewhat toxic, but after the whole MrFixIt Guy situation, I found it comforting to speak to him. He understands me. Plus he can handle my directness. That said, have no fear, we are not getting back together. It’s just a new attempt at friendship. Only time will tell if that’s even possible. Oh, in case your wondering about Racquetball’s health, well he is feeling a bit more optimistic these days. As he […]

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The Kiss

I’ve been trying desperately not to think about MrFixIt Guy and I’m failing miserable. I just don’t understand. We only dated for a short while. Perhaps it was the intensity of it all that still captivates me. Perhaps its the fact that my 40th birthday is approaching and I was hoping that we would celebrate together. Anyway, I woke up this morning dreaming about him. I was in a room surrounded by people. He comes in; walks direct towards me and gives me a big kiss on the lips. It was as if he was telling the world that we […]

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