Posts Tagged Love

Expectations

I’ve been giving some serious thought as to why I am still really single. And the conversation below offers some insight: [17/06/2011 21:07:24] Basherter: I don’t know if I could live up to the expectations. [17/06/2011 21:07:46] Me: What expectations do you think I have? [17/06/2011 21:08:08] Basherter: I have no idea. [17/06/2011 21:08:22] Me: So what is there then to live up to? [17/06/2011 21:09:37] Basherter: Don’t know. Now Basherter isn’t the first man to tell me this and so I’ve got to acknowledge that I give off some kind of signal. The kind of signal that says: ” […]

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He’s Back!

As mentioned in passing during previous post, another reason for backing away from my friendship with Basherter is that RacquetBallGuy has reappeared. Until about six weeks ago, our contact was sporadic. And in all honesty, I was trying to practice the no contact rule but I really wasn’t enforcing it. Then one day early July, I found myself looking through YouTube for music (Basherter’s influence) and then suddenly tried to remember the song that RacquetBallGuy use to sing to me. Not for life or money could I remember. So I texted him. His almost instant reply was for me to […]

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Love My Life

Despite the recent boy drama, anxiety due to London riots, etc. — I really love where I’m at on this journey called life. Sure there is opportunity for major improvement, but the promise to self is to live my life to the fullest. Tomorrow isn’t promised and I really have much to be thankful for! So no point sulking and feeling sorry for self. I am blessed!

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Moving On…

Goodness! Where does the time go? It’s been nearly four months since my last post. So what’s happened since November? Well, I went to Montserrat in December for a much deserved holiday. While there I spent a lot of time with my great aunt Dorothy. She is an absolute inspiration and when I grow up, I want to be more like her. She has a warm heart and is so kind and loving to everyone. She has been this way all her life and the seeds sowed over the years are coming back to her tenfold. She didn’t do any […]

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Breakthrough

So here we are, two months to go before the end of 2010. Was it all I’d hope it would be? Well to be honest no. I’d really hoped that I would have found love by now. But hey, I suppose it just isn’t my time – yet! And so I’m trying to be patient and focus on other things like: losing weight, shoring up my business, etc. I should say that MrFixItGuy made a re-appearance. After months of being apart, he came to visit me in London. We talked but nothing really changed. Did I want it to progress? […]

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