I am having such a bad day it’s so not even funny. I’m on the verge of tears. But I’ve got to hold things together as I’m meeting people from work in 35minutes for CUBS game. I wish I didn’t have to go. I just want to curl up and cry. But I already committed weeks ago. So yeah, long before last night’s controversy. Maybe I’ll drink some sparkling wine before I go. I’m so tense I’m liable to snap at the next person who talks to me.