Little Monsters

I got close to signing up for a dating website, but I’ve decided to hold off.
Truthfully, while my hormones are raging, now is not a good time to get in a relationship.
Why exactly? Well at the end of the month, I’ll be having a procedure to remove my fibroids. I have been delaying for years, but I can’t put it off anymore.
Not to be vulgar but my periods are rather heavy and at times like the river nile.
As a result, I am always borderline anemic. This leaves me feeling continually tired and exhausted.
I barely have enough energy for work never mind socialising and exercise.
One week I have tons of energy and out am out every day. Then the following week, I can barely get out of bed.
Beyond this, my stomach is protruding and I can hardly fit any of my clothes. Heck, I look pregnant. Really pregnant. This is most distressing.
I don’t recognise the person steering back at me in the period. So I’ve decided to take charge of the situation and get these suckers out.
I’m so scared but I have to get rid of these little monsters that have taken over my life and really have me operating at about 50% which is totally less than ideal.