Work was difficult today. Unlike most days, when I tend to stay until around 6/6:30pm, I ran out of there at 5pm feeling like crap. Then my younger sister called me with new drama. I just wanted to crawl under a rock. As I cradled the cell phone on the train trying not to be one of those obnoxious people I hate, I couldn’t help think about how nice it would be to have someone at home to listen to me and tell me that everything would be better. Unfortunately, that is not to be. I did have dinner with friends tonight which made me feel better. We laughed about all sorts of things which was good. Too bad the feeling I felt while there doesn’t last forever. I know I’m not alone in the world, I have a really strong support system, but I just can’t help but feel alone right now. I just want this feeling to end. Dear God, please let this day be over.