It’s Not Fair
I feel like God is testing me, and let me say I really wish he could stop and go bother somebody else. I know he doesn’t give us more than we can handle, but why do people around me always end up having to deal with so much drama? This just seems so unfair.
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April 14, 2004 at 12:19 am
Enigma
well seren glad you have hope, i myself have all but given up.
i don’t believe in that ‘he does not give us more than we can handle.’ quite frankly i think it’s bull. if it gives you solace then so beit. i do know this.. you need to stop taking on other people’s issues before it makes you ill. i’m sorry raquet’s mom passed form and that he is perhaps having issues, but that has nothing to do with you. if you can not be supportive without it bringing up unresloved issues surrounding your mom’s death and sinks you deeper into mourning, i suggest that you do some work on dealing with your mom’s death so that you can find some inner peace. i know, believe me i know, it’s easier said than done, but it can happen.
April 13, 2004 at 1:55 pm
Serenity
You and I BOTH! sister!
I’m not quite sure exactly what I believe in as far as religion but I can’t shake the feeling there is something…and that something has one heck of a sense of humor.
Maybe G-d doesn’t give us more than we can handle but he sure does like to push the envelope. I imagine that G-d laughs at the situations he puts me in and my reactions quite often.
I’m glad I bring some amusement to someone/something.
BUT…it all does have a way of working out in the end doesn’t it? You know it does and sometimes the way we want things to go aren’t always going to happen but it always works out.
I so do understand how frustrating it can be and I have to constantly remind myself that I cannot have all the control; that life is going to go how it’s going to go and Fate is going to do as she will.
Everything will work out how it’s supposed to…no worries. The answer may not be evident right now.
Hang in there girl. I know it can get rough.