He’s Not the One
I had a brilliant weekend. This included an amazing chat on Friday via IM with a friend from the past. This was followed up by a dinner party on Saturday night and a champagne brunch on Sunday.
Now, here it is Monday, I’m in a pissy mood. Things started to go downhill when I talked to IT Guy last night. Then the voice mail from the distance relative this morning sent me over the edge. So I’m a bit tense at the moment.
At least tonight I get to distract myself with a Junior League meeting; same for tomorrow night. Then on Wednesday I’m suppose to go on date number two with IT Guy. But I’m thinking about cancelling because the more I talk to him, the less attractive he becomes. Plus I’m just not getting that intoxicating head-spinning feeling typically experienced at the beginning of a romance. Part of it is that he reminds me of Racquetball Guy and if I’m honest with myself I’d admit that I had my doubts almost from the beginning with that relationship. So I’m thinking about backing away before I fall into another relationship just because I no longer wish to be single. Life is just too short to settle or get distracted by another bad choice. Particularly since I’m becoming more in tune with what I want in a boyfriend/lover/husband and I already know IT Guy no longer fits the profile.