So I blew off my friends this past weekend. Instead of going out, I decided to stay home. After having family stay with me for 10 days, I felt like I needed to regroup — particularly after that awful fight with my younger sister. But now, I feel totally weird about my decision not to be more social. I should have at least acknowledged their calls. In talking to one of my friends last night, it sounds like they had a wild night @ Duffy’s watching the national championship game. It is hard to explain really what I am feeling. I tried to talk to my Best Guy Friend about it, but he really wasn�t very helpful. Of course, I called him at work and he couldn�t really talk. Why do relationships (of any kind) have to be so complicated? Hmmm…