I can’t stop thinking about Basherter. Not surprising, as it’s been a long while since I’ve gotten so much mental stimulation from a potential boyfriend. So I want to ask him to come away with me. However, due to the fact that we live an ocean apart and he doesn’t want to get married again or have any more children, I really just need to forget about the situation and move on. But it may take awhile. We have so much in common and despite my best effort, I’ve developed a massive crush that shows no sign of waning. This isn’t helped by the fact that we had a massive flirt session last Sunday. But hey, I’m not complaining too much. He has renewed my faith on so many levels that I’ll be forever grateful!