So as I’m sure some of you have noticed, my blog entries have been somewhat delayed. Truth be told, my heart is not really in it, but I’m not sure I’m ready to give up quite yet. Part of me wants to take a break for at least a month, but the other part of me says that I should keep going because on an average day, I really don’t spend more than 15-20 minutes writing a new entry. Plus it’s good to continue documenting my thoughts as it will be useful someday when I write my autobiography. The real challenge though is that I find myself doing a lot of self censorship. It’s one thing to talk publicly about what I’m doing or thinking. It’s a whole other ball game when other interested parties be they be family, friends or even coworkers get in the picture. For example, someone who small remain nameless recently told me that most of my entries re my younger sister are negative. They even suggested I go back and do a bit of editing as if she ever read what I wrote she would be upset. Well of the 1000 post I’ve entered here, only about 10 mention her and if the truth hurts, so be it. I’m not doing any editing of past entries. But clearly I’m thinking about future entries. Its one thing to be critical of self but to be critical of others is a whole other ball game. Particularly since the stories told here are only from my point of view. Either way, I’m experiencing blogger burnout. But I’m trudge on, with the hopes that I’ll get inspired again. In the mean time, here’s hoping that all those crazy blog spammers will go away. They are really driving me crazy.