Adjusting to the New Reality
I am going through the five stages of grief. This is somewhat problematic as my relationship with Racquetball Guy is not over. It is just different. We both love and care a great deal for one another but things are happening beyond our control. So I’m trying to accept the new reality and just when I think I have passed a certain stage, I find myself back at the beginning. I am in major denial. I long for what was, what could have been and what hopefully will be once again. Hopefully time will bring true acceptance for whatever the future holds.
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January 21, 2005 at 10:20 am
Ursula
You are correct which is why I’m trying really hard to be realistic about the future. However there are moments when I lapse back into dream world which makes it hard. Hopefully time will change all of that.
January 20, 2005 at 6:27 pm
Andrew Hecht
Longing for what could have been = recipe for heartache